And we’re down to this once again, once again
I seize to exist any time or day like today
Sometimes it feels, like I’ve become someone I used to hate
Standing aside and going blind seems like the only way
I don’t want to be in this low and cheatful game
Give me one good point to even want to wanna stay
If only I knew what’s true
I would rebuild myself so new
I would be proud
I would be strong
And never had things to go wrong
On a cloudy day sun seems so far away
Counting loud the things I should’ve done or should’ve said
Sitting in dark, imagining where I should be now
Any strange (god damned) place seems better than where I am now
If only I knew what’s true
I would rebuild myself so new
I would be proud
I would be strong
And never had things to go wrong
There’s so much I’ve broken down
There’s so much I’ve wasted away
So what if I have won this fight
Nothing’s earned to this day
And to this very day I don’t know if I should go or stay
Perhaps someday I’ll hear the truth in the words you say
Maybe not today, maybe not today, oh well
credits
from Misery Loves My Company,
track released December 28, 2008
Music by Juodas and Shadowdances, lyrics by Juodas
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